this man is awesome :3

the man is known as gonjengg. <3.<3

first of all, aku kenal dia ni kat facebook. Alam maya lah konon kan. Then dia tegor aku frst, dia ckp Hai :) and kitorang pun start interact. From days to days aku dah mula rasa something that is love. Tapi aku tak nak berharap sangat. And then kitorang pun jd semakin mesra bila aku dpt kontek dia pakai 'org kuning' aku that is DiGi. Tapiiiiii, masa aku tgh syok wall to wall dgn dia. Aku nampak something yang memilukan hati aku. Sumpah aku rasa sangat kecewa when aku nampakperempuan tuh komen dgn dia pakai word 'syg'. Ikr even aku dgn dia belom ada ape2 relationship pun aku dh ada rasa 'jelly' -.-... And then aku rasa dia ada very serious relationship dgn perempuan tu so, aku try move on and aku terima budak sorang tu for no reason. Rasa sangat hampeh and for sure now baru aku tahu apa yg dia rasa dekat aku. Tapi everythng dh terlambat. How I wish I could rewind my precious time with him. ;'(. I miss the way he called me gonjeng. I  miss you.

<3= syahmi sepawi.

KRKIS :D

okay start from ASSALAMMUALAIKUM,
dlm bulan ni mcm2 dh aku lalui.  aku redha diatas pemergian nenek ku yg tersyg, yg telah menjaga ku dari kecil sehingga lh sekarang ni, secondly for my adorable lovely cutely friends <3 . <3 aku maybe akn berpindah ke KUCHING next year. goodbye. berat hati nak tgglkan BINTULU yg dh mengajar aku erti kedewasaan dan erti pengorbanan didalam persahabatan dan juga orang yg tidak pernah lupa untuk menenangkan aku disaat kekecewaan melanda. ;)  and for  NURUL AZUWA and DYGKU KHAIRUNESSA and DYG RAMIZAH korang  mmg awesome terbaik ever  aku syg korang. korang teman aku bila aku menangis dan tak pernah lekang dgn perangai aku yg hot-temper ni, kta dh banyak smpn rahsia sama2 and aku janji sampai sekarang aku akn simpan rahsia kita, bnyk bnda yg aku dh lalui dgn korang.ketawa, bergaduh, nangis and tak lupa zaman RASA HOT kita dulu hahahahaaha. then NUR FADHLINA,NUR EKA' ADIANA, NOOR ADIBAH korang mmg best lh haha geng kecil2 cili padi gonna miss you all syg kaseh syg korang kat aku mmg tak terbatas and you know what buku hitam yg selalu jd tempat kita mengadu perasaan tuh masih aku simpan buat kenangan kita semua. :DD
then NUR FADHLIN,NUR HANI SYUHADA  jgn lupa tau nama aku DYGKU NURMUNIRAH aku syg sgt kat korang berduaa perangai korang yang lucu tu aku akn bawak dlm ingatan aku sampai bila2 ahha HANI, aku maseh ingat nma kau dlm buku hitam tu, RUSIP hahahahahahaha lucu plak ingt zaman tu.hahaha and kenangan aku dgn fadhlin masa dlm surau tu dh mcm kna tangkap bsh je cpt2 pakai telekong hhahahahaha and HANI, ingat tak aku dh buat cermin surau jatuh for the last day kta kat sekolah?HAHAHA.
AZHANA & AZHANI  twin yg sgt baik. org yg tak knl korang je akn ckp yg korang tu bla bla bla btw, the two of you just nice okay, hahahahaha ily guys and hana's trademark 'AWKWARD, GAY' ahahahahhaha saya janji takkan lupa korang :)
p/s: saya dygku nurmunirah binti awg ma'raj berjanji akan tetap menyayangi mereka semua kerana mereka merupakan kenangan terindah yang pernah ada didalam hidup saya dan saya bersumpah tidak akn melupakan mereka daripada ingatan saya ;D ILY ALL ! 

GRUDGES

YES. i'm talking about grudge.i do feel  like SHIT when i saw something just now. yeah. i know you still ***** her. holding it makes us a revengeful person. and how could that be 'lovely'? okay. this i have to admit. i do hold grudge. but seems that I have to go back to reality. and yes. i've move on to new life. before i forget, i'm single now. and yeah.haha. i wont being in some of that relationship except a relationship between ADAM and HAWA in marriage. its look so creepy from the tittle above. but thats what i do feel now.  keep this in your mind EXPERIENCE TEACH US TO BE MORE METURE ;) 

sindiran ke?

okay.sumpah aku tak phm knpe dgn ex aku yg sorg nie.kalau aku bukak je fb aku.gerenti mcm2 je sindiran yg aku tgok kat fb die.sampai ke status kazen aku pun die nak kacau smate2 nk sindir aku.cube kau ckp,ape slh aku kat kau yer?and then knpe kau suke ungkit kisah silam? come on lhaa.kau dgn aku dh nk dekat 2 tahun break up.knpe plak engkau mseh nk ganggu hidup aku?oke.mmg aku prnh buat slh kat kau.tapi tak kn lh smpai skrg kau nk ungkit.immatured tol laa.dulu ngkau jugak yg beria-ia sgt nk break up dgn aku.hampeh tol laa..aku tak ckp aku baek lh.tp at least aku tak kacau psahabatan kau yer.ni tak, smpai ke famly besar aku kau nk crita.apa rsa kau kalo aku buat cmtu kat kau?ada rse stroberi ke?spatutny aku yg patut sindir kau sbb kau yg dh mnduakan aku.tpi aku mseh plak fikir prasaan kau.knpa kau tak boleh?sdgkan kau bsr lg dri aku.weyy.brentilh buat bnda cmtu..ngkau dh ada plihan sndiri.aku pun dh ada life aku sndiri.buatlh ape yg kau nak asl jgn kacau aku dgn family aku.tak slh kalau ngkau nak bkawan ngn aku.tapi at least kau tahu prasaan org yer?harap kau phm okay MISTER M.R

happy?

i dont think so i had that feels.seems like evryone keep blamming on me n i feel guilt.cant all of u bring me to the right path?think theres nothing happen even theres smething that worst ever.why cant u bring me to happines?sometimes,they talk that evrything was in good condition,but just GOD know how they feel.same with me,i'm craving for happines,for love. 

sometimes i've been sitting in my room under a roof on the bed and talking byself about who i am,wheres my life,my soulmate..evrything is like standing on a hair divided by 7..it was too complicated..theres no tears again.

and again,i cry by my heart and it was too thin like a thin glass.

my mom even said 

"there nothing to worry about my dear.if they really care bout you,then you can do it.but now,its time to change ure attitude.be the best from the best.be the one who loves own live.

youre my soulmate momm.even u keep bbubblingg to me like bla bla bla..idontcare..just you who can make me feel good.thanks you mom.even i have my boyfriend.ure still the best mom everr.thank cause take care of me.:)